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Sansa :iconemilienicole:EmilieNicole 2 0 Keyami the Seer :iconemilienicole:EmilieNicole 2 0 My little brother :iconemilienicole:EmilieNicole 0 0 The windows to the soul :iconemilienicole:EmilieNicole 2 0 Untitled :iconemilienicole:EmilieNicole 1 0 Enjoy the Nudes :iconemilienicole:EmilieNicole 2 0 Gin :iconemilienicole:EmilieNicole 0 0 Kat the Babe :iconemilienicole:EmilieNicole 1 0 Alanis the Ugly :iconemilienicole:EmilieNicole 0 0 Alanis the Ugly :iconemilienicole:EmilieNicole 1 0 Deaths Angel :iconemilienicole:EmilieNicole 0 0 Arie :iconemilienicole:EmilieNicole 0 0 Cool :iconemilienicole:EmilieNicole 0 0 Gerka the Alien :iconemilienicole:EmilieNicole 1 0 Emma :iconemilienicole:EmilieNicole 0 0 Weird Doodles :iconemilienicole:EmilieNicole 0 0


OnTheBeach :iconorangedk:orangedk 290 21 Lady of Andunie :iconladyoftheflower:Ladyoftheflower 53 27 catharsis :iconenaston:Enaston 89 3 Erhand :icondesperish:Desperish 164 17 JACK-pumpkin king :icondthsrgn29:dthsrgn29 26 4 yokaiiichii :icondthsrgn29:dthsrgn29 25 0 Tree Dragon :iconflyingviperart:FlyingViperArt 148 19 Daily Sketch: Elven Princess :icondimary:dimary 170 11 night reading :icondevilhs:devilhs 69 6 002 :iconreza-afshar-art:Reza-Afshar-Art 118 3 +Harley - WIP+ :iconlarienne:larienne 6,114 187 Monarch Fish :iconthedancingemu:thedancingemu 114 3 EE: dewdle dump 2 :iconniaro:niaro 74 2 Very Merry Unbirthday :iconnoflutter:NoFlutter 263 7 Shigatsu Wa Kimi No Uso No Mirai :icondinocojv:Dinocojv 151 18



I guess I never really considered myself an artist or anything, my drawings are always more of doodles than full blown pictures because with pictures you get the whole scene you get the... well picture but for me its never complete I'm not just not that talented or I dont think that way which ever way you want to look at it.  I wish I was good to prove to myself before anyone else that I'm good at something that I have some sort of talent, but I just never see it... Idk I guess I'm just having a really pity party but it would just be so great to feel good at something, art being one of the most important, I have been doing it since i was a small child first with clothes and weird random stuff that kids draw then clothes more aggressively though i was never any good at that age it didnt matter i felt good then eventually i fell off with clothes and just got real discouraged idk what was the kicker maybe the realization that i sucked lol idk but for whatever reason i never looked at anything I've ever done the same.. My biggest problem i feel is my lack of creativity i cant just think of something and draw it, but its all i want to do i can have an imagine in my head even if its something ive seen a thousand times over but when i try to get it on paper it just never turns out right its like i cant see the lines it all just turns into a mess and again i fall into discouragement so idk where else to turn people around me say that im good and i guess i can agree that im better than some but that can be summed to more practice than they got or something idk i dont even know where im going with this i just feel stagnant i want to be good at something i want to go somewhere i want people to see my stuff and be like i see her.. I want to take classes and get better or just magically get better idk but i just feel dead in the water..


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Southrobin Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017
Hey thanks for faving my red mage fanart, I appreciate your support! :hug:
If you wanted, you could follow for more Ffxiv art in the future! .:Bunny chuu:. by Chipi-Chiu